Break down and let it all out

So, nothing is easy.

We lost Jessica. She didn't lose us.

Only light.

Sagapo, jess.

FINALLY got a haircut. jeez it took forever but it was worth it. go locks of love.

The mind is a scary place.

Whew! I feel much better now.

On an unrelated note...

This is the most disgusting ad I've seen in a long time.

I hate you.

and you, too.

Over a year, and it is great.

I think I'm going to be okay...

I noticed that being by myself is crucial now...that meaning that I need time to relax and not deal with anyone. That is the thing that will help me the most...calm is good.

Okay, I'm going to get ready for class.

Wow, this sucks.

Yeah, so I'm going to lose my best friend very soon.

Neni was just put on hospice...

Thanks for calling me back, Sarah.

boo.

Veena and I put henna in our hair tonight.

Uh, my great-grandmother isn't doing too well, which makes me sick inside.

She's 92...too old to be dealing with blood transfusions.

My mom and I are going to see her today.

I'm not good at school. I get too caught up in my family to stay on top of school work.

I hope my family can take this...

ick.

I hate stupid four hour biology classes.

Keep going, Constance!

Over seven months, now.

I love Hayley Grimes because she TRIES to keep in touch with me when I'm all anti-social.
More than most of my "friends." blahblah phone calls go both ways yadda yadda.

And Justin...but he knows that I just luh him.

Dan Sartain was fantastic. I always love his shows. And it's a good thing I reminded Hayley to get him an icee last night.

David and I are going to Of Montreal in September!!! a;kfdja;ksfjd

aaand Broken Social Scene...so excited. Holy shit.

The Greek Festival is this month. 21-23rd. I'm dancing again, so that should be fun...

I really suck at studying...or doing homework in general...

Anamaria should hurry up so we can go eat at Johnny Carino's.

My birfday is Monday.

I'm actually excited about it this year because David is such a fantastic birthday. My last birthday sucked really bad, so yay for David being so great.


Yeah, we definitely saw his ex today. HAHAHAHAAAAAA ohhhh lawdie.

ANYWAY!

I love him.(david, that is)

I also love my costa rican friend.

P.S. I know what I'm getting...tatto wise. An greek orthodox icon scene. Not sure which one yet, but it is going to be awesome and so much better than yours. bitches.

I'm excitedddd

Listen to blazeradio.org

tuesdays and thursdays from 11-1 p.m.

Anamaria is the DJ! yaaaay for her.

I love her!

Six months, today.

Yeah, bitches.

Aw, well...only 540 words left in my 1,000 word essay that is due in...exactly one hour. Man, I'm on top of things.

I have to work from 2-8 tonight...blahhhhh.

Nothing to say other than I AM A SLACKER!

and HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KYLE! Ya old man. :)

Urgent Question:

Is there anyone who wants two indoor kittens? They are tabby mixes. Absolutly precious. Named Samson and Delilah. I need to know, otherwise I'm scared of what my stepdad might do to them. Let me know!! I want to keep them together if at all possible. We have all kinds of stuff for them already, and they've had their first round of vaccinations. They're about 11 weeks old.

There is no rest for the weary.

Aw hell, I don't know.

hahaha...and now he has no hair. He reminds himself of a "New Jersey street punk." Oh well, he's still great.

Things are crazy.

Munich was an amazing movie. holy crap.

His roommate is moving out, which is great, because he's lame. So rude.

My fingers are cold.

Fruity pebbles sounds so good right now.

Goodnight. That's all I got.

I am still having trouble grasping all of this. It's just so hard to realize. Something finally went my way. I love this.

I'm good.

No thanks.